i have been trying to save money. and yet u say i spend lots of money??? i have starved myself and try not to buy the things that i love. and its only the first time that i say i wan to buy a phone. its not 3rd or 4th time. its my first...first!!!!! dont make me show u how i really can spend all the money. regret it. to go to melbourne, is my own decision. not anyone. i just wan to try some place new, fun for teenagers. and when did i say that i come here to play not study????????????? and my grades are not that bad. its quite good. study here by ur own, see whether u can get good grades as me............................ i only just wan to move to a bigger city. im not asking to buy a car or a house!!!!!!! just move to a freak big city, thats all. if u really wan to see how i spend money without thinking i will show u. buy all the stuff that i feel like buying without thinking twice like i used to. anyway, im still gonna apply for the uni in mel. remember waht u told me, dont compare and yet now u compare ME with other people. i hate it. u r being hypocrite. i know u will disapprove me and i still ask u out of respect. i knew u will say no, i knew it but i still answer u. no matter what im still gonna apply for it without acknowledging u. i have tried and am trying to save (pulled myself away from buying stuff i want) its my own freaking idea of studying in mel, not others since when did i say that im gonna play not study. i did and do know that i come here is to study. its quite good grades, or try to get that grades u desired by urself. i just wanna try. i have sent tonnes of resumes. im looking for jobs. i know its my life. thats why i tried to make my own decision. but u guys keep saying NO. freakssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss