Fuckers

Never know their limits. Fucking retarded fucking childish. I having the party!!!!!!!! Revenge is a bitch n it's gonna be a serious fucking bitch. Fuck off.  I'm gonna kill all of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Make them disappear forever. I hope u guys find this n read this! Fucking no privacy. Do u think it won't hurt? U r wrong. Fucking wrong. Remember karma. I just wan to smoke n drink right now!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously fuck them!

The day before finals

Sitting in the bathtub naked for 30 minutes. Punching n pinching my fat fat tummy. Hate being fat. This happened because he got no ficking limit. Fucking no limit!!!!!! My shins hurt fucking hell. I feel like smoking. Urghhhhhhhh. Fucking low right now. I wan to scream my lungs out!!!!!!!!!! Feel like crying but can't cry out. I hate friends with relationship!!!! Fuck them. I don't wan to stay here right now. I need a place for me to cool down. Fucking angry n fucking low. 

when did i always play?/??? when?????? the grades that i get is almost one of the highest grades in school for the first term. 70%sure. so stop trashing me in front of the others. stop it. u disgust me. stop it. its only that one time. and that time is when the relatives over here. its my life. i know what os the best for me. u have known me for the 18 years. cant u still understand me?/????/? i know what im doing. i know whats the best for me. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. i still cant believe it. if i always play then i will be out clubbing every night. drunk....

i have been trying to save money. and yet u say i spend lots of money??? i have starved myself and try not to buy the things that i love. and its only the first time that i say i wan to buy a phone. its not 3rd or 4th time. its my first...first!!!!! dont make me show u how i really can spend all the money. regret it. to go to melbourne, is my own decision. not anyone. i just wan to try some place new, fun for teenagers. and when did i say that i come here to play not study????????????? and my grades are not that bad. its quite good. study here by ur own, see whether u can get good grades as me............................ i only just wan to move to a bigger city. im not asking to buy a car or a house!!!!!!! just move to a freak big city, thats all. if u really wan to see how i spend money without thinking i will show u. buy all the stuff that i feel like buying without thinking twice like i used to. anyway, im still gonna apply for the uni in mel. remember waht u told me, dont compare and yet now u compare ME with other people. i hate it. u r being hypocrite. i know u will disapprove me and i still ask u out of respect. i knew u will say no, i knew it but i still answer u. no matter what im still gonna apply for it without acknowledging u. i have tried and am trying to save (pulled myself away from buying stuff i want) its my own freaking idea of studying in mel, not others since when did i say that im gonna play not study. i did and do know that i come here is to study. its quite good grades, or try to get that grades u desired by urself. i just wanna try. i have sent tonnes of resumes. im looking for jobs. i know its my life. thats why i tried to make my own decision. but u guys keep saying NO. freakssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss