The day before finals

Sitting in the bathtub naked for 30 minutes. Punching n pinching my fat fat tummy. Hate being fat. This happened because he got no ficking limit. Fucking no limit!!!!!! My shins hurt fucking hell. I feel like smoking. Urghhhhhhhh. Fucking low right now. I wan to scream my lungs out!!!!!!!!!! Feel like crying but can't cry out. I hate friends with relationship!!!! Fuck them. I don't wan to stay here right now. I need a place for me to cool down. Fucking angry n fucking low.